What Has Changed?

As you all know, emotions were raging after the election.  That is why there was my sudden resign.  I was angry.  I didn't feel that typing on my computer was going to make a difference, or at least not the kind of difference I wanted to see.  I will be 100% honest with you.  I wanted to fight.  Many liberals and progressives after the election said to love.  I was not one of them.  I was with the other liberals and progressives.  I wanted a revolution.  I was willing to join any movement that called itself a resistance group.  I joined multiple California Secession groups.  I looked into Canadian, New Zealand, and Icelandic citizenship.  I was willing to die in a war.  I didn't care anymore. My opinions changed.  I went from someone who felt America was the best country on Earth, to someone who noticed how Fucked up it really is and has been forever.  I went out to every local protest, rally, and riot that I could.  There are pictures of me with a mask on at a riot while others burn a flag next to me.  Everyone there is cheering.  I never thought that a man becoming president could make me hate so much.  I never thought I could hate so much.  And I'm not going to make this blog all cheesy now and say some bullshit like "Oh I have learned to love and regret my past decisions".  I feel like I shouldn't feel this angry, but I am.  I feel like I shouldn't hate people this much, But I do.

I've found ways to cope, at least a little bit.  I support the YesCalifornia (calexit) campaign, a California Independence campaign.  I know that it would most likely never take off.  I know it is not a cause most would see worthy of fighting for, but I honestly see it as a big middle finger to Trump, his administration, and anyone who still supports him after he's been in office this long.

The only thing Regret wasn't even my fault.  We should never have nominated Hillary Clinton.  Should she have won the election.  Fuck yes, she got the most votes.  But Bernie Sanders was the only candidate who actually was going to bring real change to this country, change that we actually need.  Hillary would have been a million times better than Trump, don't get me wrong.  I may be a democratic socialist and a Berniecrat but even I am smart enough to see that.  Bernie would have been perfect, and I truly do believe that he would have beat Trump in the election.  I am very grateful that he is still even after the election working his ass off to continue to help everyone and keep the revolution alive.

To be honest I have no idea why I am here again.  Will I post again?  I have no clue.  Maybe if I feel like it some day if school work isn't too heavy.  I just thought I would look back on my past blogs and see what I had spent my time on "back in the day".  I didn't even proof read this blog.  I just felt like I needed to explain what has changed.  Do a quick little update.

I doubt anyone is still reading this far and if you are, good for you!  Or... get a life?  I don't know.  This is a crappy blogger.com blog run by a high school student because he used to think he could make change so easily.  Please...  Make change.  It's ok to hate, as long as you don't let it hurt.  Take it how you want to take it.  That's my advice.  If this is goodbye, then thanks for reading.

Peace out...

- Will